10 dari 10 orang bertanggapan yang guwa..

10 dr 10 owang yang mempunyai anggapan yang sama mengenai guwa adalah seperti...


"ema,lu talak guna 1sen pon!"
"suke ngabehkan rete aku jah bdk ema neh!"
"ema,knapa ang pyh nk phm?"
"ema,support lah owg sendrik weh!"


guwa?
sengih sowank2..
pheww~
awesome gle guwa.
mampu buat suma owang pk cm2 mengenai guwa.
kendian,guwa ckp kt diri sendrik..
"alangkah bagoihnya jika kebangangan guwa mampu buat owang yg kesblas bertanggapan sebegituh!"


guwa tak perfect.

bangang!

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blame me of!!! *poyo2~

hahahah

tutt,tutt..

tgh2 guwa sdp gosip ngn bdk bilik guwa,tetiba nset guwa bunyik.
tertera perkataan "1 message received" kt screen talipon bimbit guwa.

guwa mls2 capai talipon bimbit,tekan butang read.
msg yg xbpa nk pnjang dr sender yg guwa letakkan nama yg xbpa pnjng; "." telah membuatkan guwa rasa hampes secara berpanjangan.
haih,kemalasan guwa mencapai talipon bimbit ropanya2 nya bersebab.

sebab pa?
sure2 laa sbb message yg guwa received tuh yg menyebabkan guwa terasa diri sesangat hampes.
seketoi message yg xbpa nk pnjng yg buat guwa give upppp berpanjangan..

msalah btoi laa bla guwa yg +ve thinker neh give up berpanjangan.
ingat sng kah nk crik blik mud tuh yg memanjang hilang berpanjang panjangan.
pyh woo..

3menet lps tekan butang read,guwa amek kputusan utk lepak kt tempat guwa slalu stadi smpy muntah darah.
guwa amek paper,setat conteng.
ah,dh jdk habit bila bermasalah guwa conteng2.
apa yg terlintas guwa conteng.
siap conteng,guwa bukukan wt mcm novel.hahah

10menet guwa lepak conteng2 apa guwa sukak,guwa tinggai meja tersebut terkapai2 panggil guwa minta dibelai lagik.mls nk lyn!

lalu,guwa mula berjalan p toilet.
bdk bilik guwa yg sedari td tgh mendolod cta hapa yg guwa tataw mula bersuara stlh bbrapa ktka xmndgq celoteh dan keluh kesah guwa yg slalunya xpnh nk benti2 except tyme tdoq.

"nk p mn 2?" soal cik bdk blik dgn konpiusnya.
"toilet.berak" jwb guwa simple dan nice.smpt guwa senyum manja kt bliau.jeling2 sket.

neh pon habit guwa gak bla mngalami proses mudi secara berpanjangan.
lepak jmban 10menet,,mengeluh sepuas hati.
kuaq2,terus segar bugar muka guwa.
guwa asa disebabkan gas2 asidic yg ada dlm toilet tuh mamou buatkan guwa feel good.haha!

blik ke bilik,guwa lakukan benda len plak.
guwa on laki nomot dua guwa dgn pnoh kaseh syg.
ksi gerak2 cursor,klik kiri kanan.
jumpa apa yg guwa cari.
fanzine yg guwa donlod ptg td,abeh guwa bc utk tmbh ilmu dan hilangkan resah gelisah.
siap;guwa capai encik berukbeng,cucuk kt port.

searching devices..
no devices dtected.

"dem!" bising2 guwa membuatkan cik bdk blik tekejut.tp guwa tetap kool.purak2 cm tade mende.
guwa reconnect.
kali neh dpt.guwa mengeluh gembira.

sambil2 guwa search apa yg guwa nk kt tenet,guwa on music.
"hapa lagu pon jiwang2 nk mmpoih mlm neh!" hingaq guwa lagik tnpa sdaq yg guwa mmg sengaja bkak lagu tersebut.
pasrah;guwa terus dgq siap nyanyi2 2,3x menandakan guwa give up secara berlebihan.
ntah hormon hapa yg dh dirembes kuaq mlm neh.
"haihhhhhh" keluh kesah guwa tnpa sedeh.

"woooooo...~~" nyayi guwa lagik dan lagik.bdk bilik pndang,geleng2.tanda mengerti keadaan guwa.

________________________________________________________________________________________________

This goes out to my homegirls
This goes out to my homies

[Verse 1:]
Baby girl, I know that you've been off track
You feel like taking one step forward, taking two back
No matter how hard you try, things always go bad
The thought of a better life, you'll never know that

You smile on the out, but inside you hurt
You say that you're fine, but you feel unsure
Try to replace the pain by saying false words
You see that girl in the mirror but don't know her

[Hook:]
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby girl, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always

[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright

This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life disaster
But keep ya head up

[Verse 2:]
Baby boy, the streets, it's all that you know
You dream of a higher place, but you stay low
And when you go home and mad and you're all alone
Wanna call out to your boys (but they're all gone)

You tell yourself (that you don't need)
No one else (but if only)
You would try (won't give no need)
Won't have to hide (what you're feeling)

[Hook:]
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby boy, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always

[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life disaster
But keep ya head up

This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright

[Bridge:]
Baby girl, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh

Baby boy, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh

[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright

This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life disaster
But keep ya head up

kesah chenta guwa zmn adek2.hahah

bhahahahahhahah!

okek2,suuuriii2...hampeh lak guwa setat entri neh dgn gelak kutawa dlu.
oloh,besa r,guwa mn perfect kn.hahah

ASSALAMUALAIKUMM...

pheww..pnt woi.guwa bwu jah lepaih kemaih bukuan,notaan,soalanan sbb guwa nk blik cty2 mesia da nuh kt umh.abeh2 pnt,guwa lepak sat minum melo smbil ngadap neh laki nomot2 yg guwa syangi..

besa r,nm pon kemaihh2 nota,msty jmpa mcm2 bnda plik yg guwa asa bkn kpunyaan guwa.ish,ptot laa packed sgt kotak guwa.buku saja smpy 3box!.
xpandai mmg saja lah guwa neh. *xpa,dok taw dh pointer guwa 4flat.bhahahah!

tp 2 bkn cta sbnq entri guwa.
ptg neh guwa nk tulih psai kesah chenta guwa.
hahah,sja jah guwa nk biaq 1 donia taw psai kesah chenta guwa.
bwu bleh top mcm jastin bebal nuh.haha

okeh,guwa asa,LOVE neh.err..apa ntah..er...hah,UNIVERSAL.huih!

okek,act cmneh.
jeng3 lagikk..

guwa mula berjinak-jinak dan mula menggatai2 dgn "chenta?" neh waktu zmn muda2 lgi nuh.
guwa asa,baligh pon xlagik kot.hahah
tp nk wt cmna,tyme 2 guwa laku,market lagik mmpoih nk wt xreti jah.
besa r,sbgai bdk pling top dan hot kt skola nuh,guwa xsuka hmpakan pminat2 guwa yg len.kn2?

guwa ingt lagik.tyme 2 guwa bwu jah darjah dua.
guwa lah tresurer klaz guwa waktu tuh.
apa2 det,guwa yg pegang.
kecik2 lagik guwa da pndai men kutu.seary 2kupang.
mmg sakit jgk laa nk byq sbb guwa bkn kaki menyimpan.

wktu tuh,ada laa bdk klaz guwa sekoq neh minat kt guwa.guwa pon sma laa gak.*segak hbq maii~
hah,apa lagik,mula laa becinta zmn adek2.
lwn hantaq surat,deting kt playground.
guwa asa cm tadak mslh laa tyme tuh.
dok xdan guwa akil baligh,bdk tuh pndah plak.
menyesal lak guwa.abeh bedak2 mak guwa membazir sbb dok lwn boh dlm surat2 ouh.
pas2,
guwa pk nk test adek kpd bdk tuh jah.
tp,xjadik sbb guwa ksian kt member guwa.*besa laa,zmn adek lagik.hahah

lps pd kjadian tuh,guwa pon malaih nk pk.hahah*padahal tyme tuh guwa terpaksa ditempatkan kt skolah di mn guwa pndang kiri,pompuan.guwa pndang knan pon pompuan.
huih,meluat2,xceria lngsong kehidopan guwa.
disebabkan guwa kerap ponteng klaz ats sbb2 bersokan,guwa terpaksa diberamboskan dr skolah tersebot pada penghujung pmr even result guwa tadak laa brapa nk buruk dan teruk sgt. *hooreyyy!

seminggu berambos dr skolah tersebot,guwa mula menggatai lagik.hahah
besa laa,zmn adek2 jgk tyme 2 pon.
layannn jah mn2 nomot tepon yg kol.
xsmpai sbulan,guwa bosan;tinggai! *terer xguwa?

awai pom4,guwa ditempatkan sula disebuah skolah yg guwa asa sangat,amat dan terlalu sooosial.
phwee,mmg padan laa muka guwa tyme tuh.
cuma nsb guwa baek sbb guwa xkena culture shock.*alhamdulillah..

msok2 jah xsmpai sbulan,guwa kna ngayat lagik.mak aih!!
kali neh melalui member2 guwa gak r.
besa laa,deting tyme rehat,mkn kepsi share2. *zmn adek2 laa ktakan..

taon 1st,hepi wooo hbq myy...
stgh bln kendian,guwa bosan. *besa r,habit tuh.
guwa mula carik yg len.

hampeh,bwu seminggu,guwa kntoi!
kantoi dgn dua2 orang plak tuh.
mati guwa,mati...

sowank tuh,troz blah.aym sunggo,1st tyme guwa kna rejek.mcm nk p bkq jah rambot bliau.hahah
yg sowank lagik,tanak tima hakikat guwa mntak putuih.guwa plak da bosan dok mrayu2,guwa tinggai bliau terkapai2 tanpa sbrang jwpn.pdn muka!
lagipon,cma guwa jah yg taw kesah sbnq. *ayt tacing oo..

seaton pastu,guwa abeh spm.
guwa bertekad tamaw smbong dh stadi.
lalu,guwa p kija.
mak guwa maki nk mmpoih.
bknnya result guwa xbleh p mn2,guwa jah tamaw.
besa laa jgk,tyme tuh pk nk syoq jah.hahah

msok2 kija,guwa diusha plak ngn mamat sowank neh.
ahh,guwa juai2 mahai dulu sbb memeber2 guwa dok bgtaw nk try mamat neh.
hapa yg depa bekenan pon guwa tataw.
tp,smpy bla guwa nk juai mahai kn.
hahahah.
ada laa dekat setaon gwa menjanda,
pas2 guwa remarried blik.

alhamdulillah,guwa da 3taon lbey ngn bliau.
even guwa pnh tercbr dgn bliau,kami still stick 2gether.
hahah
besa arr,guwa kn terer.

bliau da ajq guwa mcm2 benda,plus minus,guwa asa,guwa da jtoh chenta kot
kt bliau yg neh?

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dia dan JOGETNYA?

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

ptg neh entri guwa bermula apabila..

tepat 14:02 guwa polang laa dari tempat kija guwa iaineh tempat guwa buat pahala
dan jugak dosa tnpa sedar. *pk +ve k.guwa yg bek aty mn da wt dosa nuh!.haha!

berlari2 guwa dan rakan2 seperjuangan semata2 mengejar masa tidoq yg xpnh nk cukup2.
guwa ingt mula2 nk melintas jah jlanraya yg lengang dan lenggang ouh.
tp,disebabkan guwa neh baek dan rajin,amanah,berdedikasi serta saksama,
guwa batalkan niat guwa lalu mengamek keputusan utk nek jejantas jah.

"apa neh dok wt aktiviti pemujaan secara haram plak ats jejantas!!" bebel guwa tiap2 kali naik jejantas.tataw laa sapa yg wt kija xsenonoh 2,guwa maki jah sbb da jdk tugas seharian.ish3~

blik2 dr kija,bwu jah guwa seluk2 poket nk amek kunci pn2 bilik,
ada laa plak bunyi bunyian interkom dpn pntu blik guwa 2.

kringgg,kringggg,, *bunyi antik.boh laa bunyi polifonik plak.bosan taw dak??!

"apa hingaq2 oi!" marah guwa sendrian kt encik interkom yg menjerit2 soh guwa lyn bliau.
guwa ingat nk wt separa pekak jah,tp kelihatan plak member guwa melambai2 mintak guwa angkat interkom tersebot.

semenet kendian,guwa angkat.maka berlangsonglah perbualan antara guwa dan member guwa tersebut yg guwa panggil 'chot'

guwa: maw apa?.hangat neh bwu blik kija.
chot: suuuriii..neh ang ada wt padia ptg neh?
guwa: tade mende..errrr,kott.. *pk apa lgik yg bleh guwa tpu utk elak ms tdoq guwa terganggu.
chot: bereh,neh ang taw donlod lagu kn?.Cik N** mnx tlong donlod lagu joget kt dya.
guwa: hahah,tebiat!.soh owg len!.aku xreti.xpnh donlod pon sblom neh. *masyaAllah..tipu guwa dgn sedar.
chot: nk cri spa?.tadak spa dh aih..tulunnn laa..
guwa: ha,ada2,td bwu kelih blik kija.tu dok jln my dh..nk teberak neh wehh.blah dlu.

papp!! *guwa letak ganggang interkom.

guwa dengaq sayup2 cik chot maki2 dari floor ats.guwa buat2 pekak dan bisu;amek kunci,bukak pintu,tutup!

"tebiat owg tua neh.nk bejoget plak kaa hapa tyme dinner nty.p dahhh.." ngomong guwa terhadap pinru blik guwa.

guwa asa,bdk2 kolej guwa taw sapadia.tp guwa harap dirahsiakan demi menjaga aib beliau.
kahkahkah!.hampa asa kelia dak maw beliau pkai gneh??.guwa dok terbayang2 da neh.peeewiiiettt!!!

joget ye kak??