hahahah
tutt,tutt..
tgh2 guwa sdp gosip ngn bdk bilik guwa,tetiba nset guwa bunyik.
tertera perkataan "1 message received" kt screen talipon bimbit guwa.
guwa mls2 capai talipon bimbit,tekan butang read.
msg yg xbpa nk pnjang dr sender yg guwa letakkan nama yg xbpa pnjng; "." telah membuatkan guwa rasa hampes secara berpanjangan.
haih,kemalasan guwa mencapai talipon bimbit ropanya2 nya bersebab.
sebab pa?
sure2 laa sbb message yg guwa received tuh yg menyebabkan guwa terasa diri sesangat hampes.
seketoi message yg xbpa nk pnjng yg buat guwa give upppp berpanjangan..
msalah btoi laa bla guwa yg +ve thinker neh give up berpanjangan.
ingat sng kah nk crik blik mud tuh yg memanjang hilang berpanjang panjangan.
pyh woo..
3menet lps tekan butang read,guwa amek kputusan utk lepak kt tempat guwa slalu stadi smpy muntah darah.
guwa amek paper,setat conteng.
ah,dh jdk habit bila bermasalah guwa conteng2.
apa yg terlintas guwa conteng.
siap conteng,guwa bukukan wt mcm novel.hahah
10menet guwa lepak conteng2 apa guwa sukak,guwa tinggai meja tersebut terkapai2 panggil guwa minta dibelai lagik.mls nk lyn!
lalu,guwa mula berjalan p toilet.
bdk bilik guwa yg sedari td tgh mendolod cta hapa yg guwa tataw mula bersuara stlh bbrapa ktka xmndgq celoteh dan keluh kesah guwa yg slalunya xpnh nk benti2 except tyme tdoq.
"nk p mn 2?" soal cik bdk blik dgn konpiusnya.
"toilet.berak" jwb guwa simple dan nice.smpt guwa senyum manja kt bliau.jeling2 sket.
neh pon habit guwa gak bla mngalami proses mudi secara berpanjangan.
lepak jmban 10menet,,mengeluh sepuas hati.
kuaq2,terus segar bugar muka guwa.
guwa asa disebabkan gas2 asidic yg ada dlm toilet tuh mamou buatkan guwa feel good.haha!
blik ke bilik,guwa lakukan benda len plak.
guwa on laki nomot dua guwa dgn pnoh kaseh syg.
ksi gerak2 cursor,klik kiri kanan.
jumpa apa yg guwa cari.
fanzine yg guwa donlod ptg td,abeh guwa bc utk tmbh ilmu dan hilangkan resah gelisah.
siap;guwa capai encik berukbeng,cucuk kt port.
searching devices..
no devices dtected.
"dem!" bising2 guwa membuatkan cik bdk blik tekejut.tp guwa tetap kool.purak2 cm tade mende.
guwa reconnect.
kali neh dpt.guwa mengeluh gembira.
sambil2 guwa search apa yg guwa nk kt tenet,guwa on music.
"hapa lagu pon jiwang2 nk mmpoih mlm neh!" hingaq guwa lagik tnpa sdaq yg guwa mmg sengaja bkak lagu tersebut.
pasrah;guwa terus dgq siap nyanyi2 2,3x menandakan guwa give up secara berlebihan.
ntah hormon hapa yg dh dirembes kuaq mlm neh.
"haihhhhhh" keluh kesah guwa tnpa sedeh.
"woooooo...~~" nyayi guwa lagik dan lagik.bdk bilik pndang,geleng2.tanda mengerti keadaan guwa.
________________________________________________________________________________________________
This goes out to my homegirls
This goes out to my homies
[Verse 1:]
Baby girl, I know that you've been off track
You feel like taking one step forward, taking two back
No matter how hard you try, things always go bad
The thought of a better life, you'll never know that
You smile on the out, but inside you hurt
You say that you're fine, but you feel unsure
Try to replace the pain by saying false words
You see that girl in the mirror but don't know her
[Hook:]
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby girl, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always
[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life disaster
But keep ya head up
[Verse 2:]
Baby boy, the streets, it's all that you know
You dream of a higher place, but you stay low
And when you go home and mad and you're all alone
Wanna call out to your boys (but they're all gone)
You tell yourself (that you don't need)
No one else (but if only)
You would try (won't give no need)
Won't have to hide (what you're feeling)
[Hook:]
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby boy, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always
[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life disaster
But keep ya head up
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright
[Bridge:]
Baby girl, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh
Baby boy, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh
[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life disaster
But keep ya head up
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